2 years and 3 months
Grief can rear its ugly head with a vengeance anytime and anywhere . At times I am bed bound by devastation, other times I’m overjoyed with the amount of love our family has for one another…and then there is also the awareness that you feel like you might combust into a million pieces due to anger. Not knowing how you will feel when you wake up, and what emotion will overcome you, can cause more anxiety, stress, and even a fear of falling asleep. Waking up to another 3rd has my emotions swirling like a tornado inside of my chest. I’m missing Bridget so DESPERATELY today. If I saw her in the distance I would literally run on water to get to her. The waves of grief feel torrential. I don’t know if it is the changing of the seasons, the milestones I know we’re missing out on, or what….but it has drug me through the mud lately. So many nights I’m awoken by the harsh and devastating reality that Bridget is gone. I lay awake desperately trying to speak to her, beg her to gi...
