3 years
Three years ago I never could have imagined I would be where I am now. So much change has occurred…monumental change…that it is honestly quite overwhelming to even process. I have experienced the most brutal emotional science-based pain…and I continue to experience it daily. I blinked and here we are…3 years later. I know people say things like this all the time…but I truly cannot believe that it has been that long without Bridget. I think the reason I cannot fathom it is because for one, I still can’t come to terms with the fact that she’s gone, and number two is that I don’t feel like I’m truly living in the present. My physical body is here in the year 2026, but my heart and soul are back in 2022/2023. I’m fairly certain, too, that I really won’t ever be able to be 100% in the present time, hell I doubt I’ll ever even be 50% here. So much has changed since I last wrote. Sometimes I feel like it’s just Michael and I against the world. We’re like each others securit...
